I just had to share this brilliant piece of writing by Tammy. A brief view into her days being Jordan’s Mom:
FOR THE LOVE OF TRASHTRUCKS
-Tamar Wax
Today is the day. THE day. The day when the once barely noticed trucks come by and dispense our bins of garbage. Before I had a son, this particular “event” took up absolutely no space in my mind. But now, it’s all I hear about… all week long. So today I was taking my son on a little walk through the neighborhood. I was aware in the back of my mind that it in fact was trash truck day, and that we had not yet seen the glorious trucks passing by our window in the morning . And as we are walking down the block, looking up at the sky for birds, airplanes, wheels, and other such things I never used to look for, all of a sudden I hear the faint sound of heavy machinery stop. And start. Stop. And start again. And all of a sudden, I am filled at the same time equally with excitement and fear, for it occurs to me that I cannot actually detect specifically where the trash truck is currently located. I continue up the block thinking that if I round the corner, the truck will be on the next block. But as I near the end of the street, I hear it on a different block. I turn another corner and as I quicken the pace, I find myself peering into other people’s bins to see if the trash has been collected. Yes, my fear is confirmed. All of a sudden I am running, something that I have not been motivated to do in years. But the fear of missing the sight of the beloved truck, and the stench that follows in its wake have motivated me like no other. Pushing the stroller, out of breath, full-on running, calling out “trash truck!” “trash truck!” it occurs to me right then and there that I am a crazy person. We finally find the truck, and I peer down to look at my son’s little face and in one combined look of awe, happiness, excitement, and wonder, I instantly remembered why I became the crazy person and in that very moment, nothing mattered more.